Grade-A
Hotness Level-Inferno
Kink Level-Moderate
Series-Beyond #1
Reviewed by Anne
Disclaimer: I won a free copy of this book from the author.
OK, so I just finished reading Beyond Shame and I LOVED
it! I’ve been on a string of a bunch of
A/A+ reads. It’s not just that I’m in a
good mood – I’ve genuinely liked all of these books. Beyond Shame goes beyond like for me, and it’s
going on my best of the year list for sure!
First off, let me say that this is a dirty book. Reading it made me feel dirty in a very, very
good way. Back when I read Maya Banks’
short story in Cherished I had problems with the group sex and it made me feel dirty in a yucky way. Not so in this book.
There is m/f, m/m/f, f/f, m/f/f sex and some
fairly big parties. However, the heart of the
story is the m/f relationship between Noelle and Jasper. There’s
also some kink, but the consent is never questionable, so I had no problems with it.
OK, let me back up a bit.
I think the right word for the setting of this book would be
dystopian. It’s a dark, post-apocalyptic
world. It reminded me of the Hunger
Games world in feeling, and also in that it has one extremely rich city/center/region, Eden, that lords over
the rest of the relatively poor ones.
This story has a very urban feel as well.
Noelle is one of the privileged few. As a daughter of a powerful politician she’s been
raised in a repressed society that reminds me of historical romance. There’s an emphasis on politics and
purity. However, the book begins with
Noelle having been disowned and thrown out of Eden into one of the sectors
surrounding it. Luckily for her, she
quickly is picked up by Jasper, one of the members of the gang that runs the
sector she was abandoned in. Oh, and I
forgot to mention – why was she disowned and thrown out?
Fornication! And drinking! Noelle took it upon herself to find out what
this sex stuff was all about. She
wonders if there was something wrong with her.
Everyone else seems able to resist their sexual urges, but she sought it
out.
So, Noelle is abruptly banished from the home she’s known
and thrown into a dangerous sector.
Thankfully, Jasper sees her and is feeling protective, and just like that,
she’s being folded into their gang, the O’Kanes. I will say, this quick acceptance was a weak
plot point for me, but as the dystopian setting is fantasy to me, I can just
blink and go with it in a way I wouldn’t be able to in a contemporary setting. ‘Cause, you know, I am kind of a gang
expert. /<sarcasm>
So, the O’Kanes are a dangerous and powerful gang. They are family to each other. They run the sector – and maybe other
sectors, too? They make alcohol, which
is how they make money. Two of the very
high ups in the gang are smitten with Noelle, so her protection continues and
her entrance to the gang comes quickly.
Unlike any urban legend I’ve ever heard, there is no ritual killing or
beat down required for joining the gang.
So, where does the sex fit in? Everywhere.
As repressed as Eden was, the sectors are in-your-face sexual. They embrace their sexuality and aren’t shy
about their bodies. Noelle is both
intrigued by and ashamed of her interest and attraction. The gang is accepting of this, but they bring her
into their world one experience at a time.
By that point I was fully accepting of this world and the gang and I
found the sex to be incredibly hot.
Noelle is rescued by Jasper, but quickly taken in by Lex,
girlfriend to the gang leader, Dallas.
Lex and Dallas have an interesting relationship which they haven’t
formalized with the tattoo neck bands that are the symbol of permanent relationship
in this gang. (By the way, I really need
to read more about Lex and Dallas.
Now. I don’ want to wait until
next year when their book comes out!)
So, Lex likes Noelle. Actually,
Lex like likes Noelle, so she really
enjoys teaching Noelle all about her sexuality. Jasper and Dallas are happy to be part of Lex's teaching program.
And while Noelle has a really strong preference for Jasper, she’s also
very attracted to Lex. And really to
everyone.
For her whole life Noelle was
taught to suppress all her feelings and sexuality. Now she’s being encouraged to embrace it
all. It’s overwhelming, and she still
has feelings of shame, wondering if what she’s doing is really ok. To top it off, Noelle finds out she gets off
on pain and being ordered around. That seems
really dirty to her, and it’s confusing.
Jasper, luckily, understands that and is dominant himself. However, he’s worried that Noelle will wake
up one day and realize she was just trying everything out and was wrong. She’ll decide it really is all bad and shameful
and she’ll be mad at him for introducing her to it all. So he encourages her to find her own
way. He’ll be there along the way, but
how will she know what she likes and doesn’t if she doesn’t give it a try?
So it starts with Noelle getting permission and encouragement
from Jasper to spread her sexual, ahem, wings and see what she likes and how
she really feels about it all. That
evolves into Noelle gaining confidence in herself and what she enjoys. She comes to see she doesn’t need Jasper’s
permission to do any of that, but at the same time she figures out that she
really does enjoy being bossed around by him, and all the things that she
likes, well, they are even better with Jasper.
At the same time all this is going on, we meet other gang
members. We see some of the politics
going on in the world and how that affects the O’Kanes. I’m not big on politics. These seemed coherent, though and kept my
interest. There’s plenty of sequel bait
and I was very distressed to realize this is a NEW series. No!!!!
I have to wait for the next book!
The books are written by Kit Rocha, who also writes as Moira
Rogers. Interestingly, Kit Rocha is
actually two authors who work together.
A final word about the BDSM aspect of this story, especially
for Kay. I’d give this a moderate kink
rating. There’s some bondage and some
spanking. There’s some bossing around. But no blood, and it’s all very well written so
that it’s clear that Noelle enjoys it.
That’s my sweet spot for kink. I’m
interested to hear what Kay thinks after she’s read it since my kink acceptance level is a little different than hers.
To wrap it up, I loved this book. The flaws were easily overlooked. The story sucked me in and made me sad when
it was over. It’s another one for my
best of the year list! I highly recommend it.
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